I have been battling an eating disorder for approximately 12 years. For anyone unaware of this disease, it is a mental illness that starts out as an innocent way of controlling things in your life; of which the causes are endless. Then it quickly takes a drastic turn and this horrible “thing” takes control over every aspect of your life; from your thoughts, actions, relationships and in the end causes major medical problems, some of which could be fatal. It also causes unnecessary stress and worry to everyone who cares for you as they watch you drown. This disorder is very much along the same lines as an addiction to drugs, alcohol, etc. I refer to this disorder as my Demon.
I have tried several different methods of treatment over the many years of battling my eating disorder. Of course this only started after several years of denying, hiding and avoiding the fact that I had one. I was extremely humiliated and unwilling to face it let alone discuss it with anyone. This Demon is very isolating and takes over your every thought. It also pushes away everyone who cares about you.
It wasn’t until I started feeling horrible medical affects, bad enough that I was afraid of people finding out, of losing my job and possibly being hospitalized, that I finally sought out help. I started with a medical professional that specializes in treatment of eating disorders. In addition, I had to get a whole crew to make up a support group specializing in different areas including a psychologist, nutritionist and going to group meetings designed for people fighting this disease.
I had different levels of success over the years but each time I never really found a way to completely overcome my eating disorder. Even when I thought I was doing very well, I still possessed other symptoms of the disorder which kept me from fully recovering. I was never able to figure out what purpose it was serving for me which held me back from complete success.
After doing well for quite a few years, I quickly slid back down that slippery slope and engaged in the disorder in a way that made me feel even worse than before. I felt completely helpless and hopeless that I would ever rid myself of this Demon controlling my life. I tried every method of treatment I was aware of and simply got tired of trying everything and not succeeding. For a while I had given up trying altogether. It was exhausting and depressing.
I finally realized that I did want to get better but still had no idea where to start that would give a different end result from what I had already tried in the past. I went to a psychic medium and she mentioned that she felt quite a bit of energy that was holding me back from recovery. She recommended I see an energy healer and highly recommended Jack Treiber. This is where my amazing journey really begins.
I’ve seen Jack for 5 sessions now. Each session was a little more intense than the last. Many items were brought up, and along with each Jack was able to release negative energy that was trapped. I had never gone to an energy healer before so I was not sure what to expect but I can honestly say that after each session I could feel a difference. Sometimes I would feel different things physically (tingling or heat radiating) and other times I would feel different emotionally. I would leave his office feeling lighter and less burdened.
After these 5 sessions, I have simply stopped engaging in the binging and purging associated with my Demon a/k/a the eating disorder. I am completely amazed. I have never felt such a sense of freedom as I do now. I no longer feel this awful thing has control over me and I no longer have the nagging toxic thoughts that have always accompanied it. This time around beginning my road to recovery, I finally feel like whatever the root cause of my illness that was holding me back, has been found and released. I don’t even have the words to explain what this sense of new found life feels like. I have a much greater outlook on life. I now enjoy the company of others and no longer want to hide from the world.
To further substantiate how I am feeling, I’ve had family members tell me that they have noticed a huge change in me…….they can even hear the difference in my voice. I truly feel that Jack, along with his unique techniques of energy healing, has provided me with a new opportunity of getting my life back. I am happier than I’ve been in longer than I can remember and don’t feel like I am missing any part of what I lost. What I lost is that Demon who took control over me. Now I feel strong and have control over my own life and my own happiness. I will continue working with Jack to ensure that my journey stays moving forward. I don’t plan to ever look back.